Helping Through the Grief

Death is one thing we are never prepared to deal with...

i lost someone very close to me, she was the sweetest girl. Elizabeth was her name but we called her Kagure, she was only fourteen when she passed away.
It was July 9Th 2004, she complained that she was having chest pains, we decided, to go to the hospital,...as we waited for a the doctor, she looked at me and smiled, i told her she'd be okay, that it was nothing serious. She asked whether she looked beautiful i told her she did, she always did..she smiled and said OK, then she looked at me again, little did i know she was saying goodbye, she slept on my lap, told me the pain was too much...she then closed her eyes and that was it... Just like that, i could do nothing to bring her back...She was gone, the funniest girl in our family was no more, she had lived her life so well...she loved laughing, and no matter how mad she made you, you'd smile..i have never really gotten over her death...it's hard to believe she isn't coming back, that she is really gone...But she is in a better place, the night before she died, she kept praying asking God to guide and help us all, guess she knew she was going...Rest in peace dear, and you will always be in my heart....we loved and love you but God loved you more and he had a better plan...Fly Angel....

Life is Short and at times its unfair...but we have to live and hope for a better day...

Don't hold grudges and negativity

Heart Breaker.....

Its been a while since i drafted something...today is one of those days when i feel like typing. The only thing is am blank.....my Girlfriend has asked me to write something on heart breakers...ha ha...guess she has something against men...

What can i say...Most of us have experienced heartbreaks...and those who haven't please start living....
Love is Magical the only problem is when you get a bad magician who turns the moment to an awful experience. I have met good magicians but along the way they turn against you, yet most of us cling to them with the hope that the magical moment will come back.

Am also stuck with one, i try walking away but i always turn back with the hope that my heart will love the magic...i guess ma girlfriend is also stuck like me....trying so hard to walk away yet a force so strong pulls us back....it could be the touch, the smile or the lovemaking....mmm.....I guess i believed in the Cinderella stories, they have brainwashed me so well...that i still believe i will get ma prince Charming who will fill my life with Magic...

As for my girlfriend....Girl, the heart breaker will always be around....ready to woo you with his magic Wand....