Tuesday, October 5, 2010

Daddy's Coach

Today I sit on your coach daddy, doing websites like I used to while you were around, I keep staring at your picture on the wall just to make sure you are there. Tonight everything is different, not like when you were here watching the news while I did my design work.

Dad I miss you so much, I have sat were you used to sit so I can feel your presence and it seems to work. I feel you so near your presence fills the room. Tony is talking about you and how you loved this coach. The times you made us watch the news with you and the advices you gave, back then we laughed it off but now everything makes sense.

At times I do not want to think about you because I am afraid of the reality that you have gone. I wish that you have traveled and that you will come back to us safe and sound but I have to accept reality in order to be able to move on. Friends keep asking if I am ok, I smile and say I am doing fine but deep inside I am heartbroken.

People say time heals all wounds but Dad I am afraid this wound will never heal, guess time will help me deal with it. I do not want to cry because you taught us better, I will be strong for everyone else.

Dad as I sit on your coach and type this I know you are in a better place and that you will always be near us. I love you and miss you so much.

Rest in Peace Dad…..

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