Last night i had a talk with my director...he had some good news for me, he would let me watch a clip of my movie. I was so excited for i was the star and i had the best director.
The first scene was of a beautiful baby girl, surrounded by smiling faces...oh that was me, guess i was a day old. As the movie progresses i see the baby girl growing up...many are the times she falls but with the help of the director she is up again.
As i continue watching my movie, i realize there were times i hid from the director, i thought i would be able to direct my own movie, but he never left me he was always waiting to help make that important shot.
The director paused the movie and i knew i didnt have to watch the rest of it, from the little i had seen, i knew we rise, we fall and we never give up. I knew with God as my director i did not have to be afraid.....
My director has taught me to love and laugh with my heart, he has taught me the value of hard work and most importantly he has told me that he has good plans for me.
I do not know what to expect in the movie of my life, but one thing is i want to make the script enjoyble, i want the Director to enjoy directing it...i want to have the best ending....i wnat to let God lead the way.
Monday, July 27, 2009
Thursday, June 18, 2009
Beautiful Heartbreak
Please let it be a "beautiful heartbreak"
where i love you even after the goodbye
where you smile at me from the heart
where we hold hands as we part ways
where i promise to always be a friend
where you promise to be happy again
Let it be a "Beautiful Heartbreak"
where i love you even after the goodbye
where you smile at me from the heart
where we hold hands as we part ways
where i promise to always be a friend
where you promise to be happy again
Let it be a "Beautiful Heartbreak"
Thursday, May 7, 2009
Dear Mum,
I wish i knew how to thank you, i wish i knew what to say to show you how much you mean to me.
You are my bestfriend, we have cried and laughed together. Mum i want to thank you for everything, for making sure i was well provided for. You have always wanted whats best for me, i thank you for the spanking when i was a kid, it helped mama....see i grew up to be a responsible lady. Mama i don't know how you do it, taking care of us so well, and managing to smile through it all.
Mum remember when i was young and i would take my other siblings for a dive at 'Kita', we would come back home dirty and hungry, you would always show me some tough love and feed me well, i would promise not to do it again but i broke my promises so often. Yet you let me get away with it, part of growing up i guess. Mum you have so much love to give.
Mum you are my hero, i want to be everything you are. As we celebrate mothers day i just want to let you know that i love you and that you are the best gift that God has given me.
In your eyes i see what i want to become.
You are my bestfriend, we have cried and laughed together. Mum i want to thank you for everything, for making sure i was well provided for. You have always wanted whats best for me, i thank you for the spanking when i was a kid, it helped mama....see i grew up to be a responsible lady. Mama i don't know how you do it, taking care of us so well, and managing to smile through it all.
Mum remember when i was young and i would take my other siblings for a dive at 'Kita', we would come back home dirty and hungry, you would always show me some tough love and feed me well, i would promise not to do it again but i broke my promises so often. Yet you let me get away with it, part of growing up i guess. Mum you have so much love to give.
Mum you are my hero, i want to be everything you are. As we celebrate mothers day i just want to let you know that i love you and that you are the best gift that God has given me.
In your eyes i see what i want to become.
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Little Situations
Scene 1: On the way home there was on accident, you just peeped safely from your car window, never giving it a second thought. Only to reach home and be told that one of your relatives was among those who died in the tragic accident. MMMhhhh…the things we ignore assuming we are safe.
Scene 2: You are on your way to the bus stop, you see this ‘friend’ you pretend to like, you decide to ignore him/her. When you get in the matatu you discover you have forgotten your bus fare at home and you hid from the only person who would have helped you………
Let us call them the little situations we ignore only to regret later. Today on your way home, stop and notice those little situations, you never know what will happen when you ignore.
Scene 2: You are on your way to the bus stop, you see this ‘friend’ you pretend to like, you decide to ignore him/her. When you get in the matatu you discover you have forgotten your bus fare at home and you hid from the only person who would have helped you………
Let us call them the little situations we ignore only to regret later. Today on your way home, stop and notice those little situations, you never know what will happen when you ignore.
Monday, February 2, 2009
God save our Beloved country......
Am afraid of watching the news, to much bad news. First it was the bus accident that killed 29 people, before we could even wipe away the tears another tragedy....the Nakumatt fire.In my heart of hearts i know many people could have been saved but our goverment let us down with lack of equipment......while still mourning for the Nakumatt victims a terrible fire in Molo kills more than 100 people......i don't want to blame anyone....all i can do is Pray for is my beloved country.
I remember last year same time.....Kenyans were busy killing each other and burning churches....maybe we are paying for our sins. I pray that God will forgive us, i pray that there will be nomore blood shed, i pray that our leaders will for once do the right thing and serve the common mwananchi and i pray that God will stregthen all those who have lost loved ones. As the Bible tells us troubles don't last always and that joy comes in the morning.....thats my prayer for Kenya
God bless Kenya
I remember last year same time.....Kenyans were busy killing each other and burning churches....maybe we are paying for our sins. I pray that God will forgive us, i pray that there will be nomore blood shed, i pray that our leaders will for once do the right thing and serve the common mwananchi and i pray that God will stregthen all those who have lost loved ones. As the Bible tells us troubles don't last always and that joy comes in the morning.....thats my prayer for Kenya
God bless Kenya
Monday, December 29, 2008
HAPPY HOLIDAYS
I really love Christmas, i love everything about Christmas. This Christmas was special, i got to spend it with the people i love, family members whom i had not seen in a long time.
This Christmas we got to host a family/friends party....it was fun, apart from scrubbing the sufurias. Having so many people at our place made me appreciate the gift of family, friends, love and good health.......though two mbuzis had to die for us to enjoy...mmm...(i should become a vegeterian...). We had fun, shared stories and hugs were in plenty.....i also got to share this Christmas with my Muslim brothers and sisters......now thats what i call a special Christmas....
This Christmas was special because Kenyans celebrated without fear like last year...we had Peace, i thank God for that.....As the new year approaches i pray that peace,Love and unity will prevail....i do not make any resolutions....i just live my life with hope that the Best is Yet to Come..........Happy New Year.....
This Christmas we got to host a family/friends party....it was fun, apart from scrubbing the sufurias. Having so many people at our place made me appreciate the gift of family, friends, love and good health.......though two mbuzis had to die for us to enjoy...mmm...(i should become a vegeterian...). We had fun, shared stories and hugs were in plenty.....i also got to share this Christmas with my Muslim brothers and sisters......now thats what i call a special Christmas....
This Christmas was special because Kenyans celebrated without fear like last year...we had Peace, i thank God for that.....As the new year approaches i pray that peace,Love and unity will prevail....i do not make any resolutions....i just live my life with hope that the Best is Yet to Come..........Happy New Year.....
Friday, December 5, 2008
Gift of Life and Love
Yesterday December 4th was my birthday, nothing special happened but i was happy. Happy that i was alive, happy that i have people who love me and happy that God has given me the gift of life.
Though am far from home, i was abit lonely but when my brother smsed me at the stroke of midnight, just to remind me that am loved, i knew home is where the heart is. Alot has happened for the past year, i got a job far from home, it was scary but it was the push i needed. It was a year of finding and building relationships for me, and as everyday goes by i realise am still making new relationships and doing away with those that do not have an impact in my life.
This year i lost a good friend, her death taught me the value of never taking anything for granted. Rest in Peace Leah.....
It was a year that i lost my way but it was through getting lost that i discovered me. As i celebrate my birthday, i have a smile on my face for i have no regrets on whatever has happened so far.....and i believe that the Best is Yet to Come....
Though am far from home, i was abit lonely but when my brother smsed me at the stroke of midnight, just to remind me that am loved, i knew home is where the heart is. Alot has happened for the past year, i got a job far from home, it was scary but it was the push i needed. It was a year of finding and building relationships for me, and as everyday goes by i realise am still making new relationships and doing away with those that do not have an impact in my life.
This year i lost a good friend, her death taught me the value of never taking anything for granted. Rest in Peace Leah.....
It was a year that i lost my way but it was through getting lost that i discovered me. As i celebrate my birthday, i have a smile on my face for i have no regrets on whatever has happened so far.....and i believe that the Best is Yet to Come....
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