On Friday i removed my mask, it was a mask that i did not want to let go off...but here i was with my girlfriends, the most amazing people, we all had different masks.
That day i realized that we all hide behind the mask, pretending we are people we are not.Pretending we are happy and that we are leading satisfied lives while behind it all we crave for something different.
As i talked to my girls(i love calling them that), i let go of the mask, it felt good. To finally speak from the heart and admit that i was clinging to a dream that i should let go of and to be able to face my fears head held high. At times in life we have to let go of the small things that pull us back. It could be a bad relationship, stuck in a career that sucks and at times smiling when you should cry....
That day i learn't, that i don't have to smile when i want to cry and that i don't have to be with someone in order to be happy...i don't want to nurse a crippled heart 20 years down the line....
Hope you will not be hiding behind that mask...Yell if you want to, God knows how much you can handle....
Its all about my experiences and my journey home...Just a writer expressing herself.....
Tuesday, April 1, 2008
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