Today I sit on your coach daddy, doing websites like I used to while you were around, I keep staring at your picture on the wall just to make sure you are there. Tonight everything is different, not like when you were here watching the news while I did my design work.
Dad I miss you so much, I have sat were you used to sit so I can feel your presence and it seems to work. I feel you so near your presence fills the room. Tony is talking about you and how you loved this coach. The times you made us watch the news with you and the advices you gave, back then we laughed it off but now everything makes sense.
At times I do not want to think about you because I am afraid of the reality that you have gone. I wish that you have traveled and that you will come back to us safe and sound but I have to accept reality in order to be able to move on. Friends keep asking if I am ok, I smile and say I am doing fine but deep inside I am heartbroken.
People say time heals all wounds but Dad I am afraid this wound will never heal, guess time will help me deal with it. I do not want to cry because you taught us better, I will be strong for everyone else.
Dad as I sit on your coach and type this I know you are in a better place and that you will always be near us. I love you and miss you so much.
Rest in Peace Dad…..
6 comments:
daddy is always with you dear, always watching over you wherever you go, not necessarily visible, but always with you...in your heart.
I cried so much after reading this.
Cried because it opened a wound that I have imagined so many tymz in my heart that time will heal.
Then your dad became mine too and every bit hurts as much.
They are in a better place switts and we gat to make them proud of us each day.
Love you!
Do you not know? Have you not heard? The Lord is the everlasting God, the Creator of the ends of the earth. He will not grow tired or weary, and his understanding no one can fathom. He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak. Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall; but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint(Isaiah 40:18-31) swts, keep ur faith High. God knows best
Dee we are sistas indeed. I love us, thnx for the great verse.
Dee....Thanks for the verse...Love you sistas sana
dear it's hurts and pains when reading this. It's true that the wound will never heal but God will alwayz be with you and your family. Just take hurt my Grandy is in a sweet place close to God.
Love you big!
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